花女(wotaku Remix)

花譜
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Overview

“花女(wotaku Remix)” is track 7 of KAF’s 魔法γ.

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Lyrics

Dear old me
I had some allies and some enemies, as it were
But for some reason, I felt like I was always disliked
I don't want to be looked down on

Looks and surface are everything
I don't need anything else
That thought isn't wrong
I want you to feel at ease

Even you were an enemy at first
Always putting on a fake smile
Thinking you're actually not good with me
Even as we wove our days together, I doubted

One day, I bought a flower in front of the station
I gave it to you, thinking it might suit you somehow
You dried the flower and placed it on the bookshelf with a smile
That kind of thing has no value, right?
Then you said

I know you love me
That alone is enough
I have no certainty, but
If I'm wrong, tell me
Well, whatever, for now
I love you

I put on a brave face, sighing without saying anything
Still, every time something happened, I gave you a flower
I chose them casually
Because every time I gave one, you dried it and decorated everywhere
Your house was overflowing with flowers and messy

Then should I put them in my room?
Huh? What are you saying?
You were an enemy until now, right? Hey
Did you fall in love with him or something?

Oh, yes, I do love him
Hey, did you forget?
You actually understand everything, don't you?
People look down on others, you know
He's different. Different? What does that mean?
If you can believe that easily, go ahead
Hey, flower girl

A changing heart, I can't spit it out
Just shy beside you
Pretending not to think it's wrong
Not knowing the meaning of love, vividly

Without having certainty
The days of passing each other increased
Even the petals I gave you that first day
Aged and faded in color

Ah, I see, there's no such thing as eternity
No matter how much you preserve them, flowers wilt
We too will wrinkle and one day return to the earth
The woven days, the cultivated smiles, everything will someday disappear
If everything withers and falls away, what should I do?

It was quick after thinking that
Pain and wisdom increased
I don't need time anymore
Ah

Sorry, this is goodbye
Life is only once
Our breaths hold hands
The trigger is always flowers
Goodbye, goodbye
The me until now

I can say 'I love you'
That alone is enough
From now on, no matter how many times we hurt each other, yeah
If I'm wrong, I want you to tell me
I swear on this flower
I love you

Dear future me
You really became an ordinary adult, huh
You really became an ordinary adult, didn't you?
Trivial, trivial

The pain of the past doesn't all disappear
Even enemies don't just vanish
Live carrying your grudges
And then scatter beautifully
Like flowers that swayed and overflowed and fell

I don't need customs or traditions
I've even forgotten social appearances
With a bouquet, I'll go to you
That alone is enough

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