腐りきった人生だ。

春猿火
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腐りきった人生だ。 appears on CREAM PUFF LIVE or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.

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Yesterday, I saw in the neighborhood,
A girl pedaling a tricycle
With a genuine smile that can't be shown if stained
Clear sweat was trickling down
Compared to the past, have I become free?
Or did I only come to know the darkness?
Groveling to people I don't know
Falling into the whirlpool of an unfree society
21 years, unable to face it
Teach me how to do it, teacher
Take off shoes, dishes and clothes left unwashed
Well, this isn't so bad, is it?
I feel the reality of being alive soaking into me
Even that guy I hate, with the flow of time
Disappeared. In a way, that was freedom.
If only I had never been born
I wouldn't have experienced that
Lies from someone I loved, jealousy toward friends, wanting something in return
It was seriously tough, man. Aaah
What happens to consciousness when you die?
Can you see? This world, is it hell?
The biggest challenge of this life
No one knows, so it can't be helped
I don't know, so can I just live freely?
Ah, what a pain! I'll live however I want!
Even the cheerful me, with the flow of time
Even if my best friend gets married
I can't cheer them on properly
Even when I'm always left behind
I want my heart to stay a kid!
That's fine, isn't it!
I feel the reality of being alive soaking into me!
Even that guy I hate, with the flow of time, disappeared!
In a way, it's cruel.
Even the cheerful me, with the flow of time, disappeared!
In a way, that was freedom.
But you know, I keep on wandering