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“花女” is track 8 of KAF’s 魔法.
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花女
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拝啓 昔の私
Dear past me
それなりに味方もいて敵もいた
I had some allies and enemies alike
だけどなぜか嫌われてばっかな気がした
But somehow I felt always hated
見下されたくない
I don't want to be looked down on
見た目や上部が全てで
Appearances and surface are everything
それ以外全部いらない
I don't need anything else
その考えは間違いじゃない
That thought isn't wrong
安心してほしい
I want you to feel at ease
君だって最初は敵だった
Even you were an enemy at first
愛想笑いばっか浮かべて
Just putting on a fake smile
私のこと本当は苦手なんだと
I thought you actually disliked me
日々を紡いでも疑った
Even as days passed, I doubted
ある日駅前で花を買った
One day I bought flowers in front of the station
あげたのはなんとなく君に似合うかと思って
I gave them to you, thinking they might suit you somehow
君は花をドライ加工して笑いながら本棚に置く
You dried the flowers and placed them on the bookshelf with a smile
そんなもの価値なんてないでしょ?
Such things have no value, right?
すると君は言った
Then you said
僕を大好きと知った
I learned that you love me
それだけでいいさ
That alone is enough
確信なんてないのだけれど
Though I have no certainty
間違ってるなら教えてくれよ
If I'm wrong, tell me
まあいいやとりあえず
Well, whatever, for now
大好きだ
I love you
私は強がり何も言わずにため息をつく
I put up a front, sighing without saying anything
それでも何かあるたびに花をあげた
Still, every time something happened, I gave you flowers
適当に選んだものだ
They were randomly chosen ones
あげる度にドライ加工をしてそこら中に飾るから
Each time I gave them, you dried them and decorated everywhere
君の家は花いっぱいで溢れかえって散らかっていた
Your house was full of flowers, overflowing and messy
じゃあ私の部屋に置こうか
Then let's put them in my room?
え? なに言ってるの?
Huh? What are you saying?
今まで敵だったんだよね?ねぇ
We were enemies until now, right? Hey
彼を好きにでもなった?
Did you fall in love with him or something?
ああそうだよ私は好きなんだ彼のことが
Oh yes, I do love him
ねぇ 忘れたの?
Hey, did you forget?
本当は全部わかってるんだよね?
Actually, you understand everything, right?
人は人を見下すものよ
People look down on others
彼は違う 違うって何?
He's different. Different? What's that?
簡単に信じれるなら勝手にしなよ
If you can believe easily, go ahead
ねえ花女
Hey, flower girl
変化する心 それが吐けなくて
A changing heart, I can't spit it out
君のそばではにかむばかり
By your side, I only blush
間違ってるとは思わないフリ
Pretending I don't think it's wrong
恋の意味を知らず鮮やかに
Vividly, not knowing the meaning of love
確信が持てないまま
Without being certain
すれ違う日々も増えた
The days of passing each other increased
あの日初めてあげた花びらも
Even the petals I first gave you that day
年季が入って色落ちた
Aged and faded in color
ああそうか永遠なんてないんだ
Ah, I see, there's no eternity
どんなにどんなに加工しようが花は枯れるし
No matter how much you process them, flowers wilt
私たちもシワを作っていつか土に帰る
We too will wrinkle and someday return to soil
紡いだ日々も培った笑顔も何もかもがいつかは消える
The woven days, the cultivated smiles, everything will disappear someday
嗄れて枯れ落ちて全て消えるなら私はどうする?
If everything withers, falls, and disappears, what will I do?
そう思ってから早かった
It was quick after thinking that
痛みも知恵も増えた
Pain and wisdom increased
もう時間なんて必要ない
I don't need time anymore
嗚呼
Ah
ごめんねお別れだ
Sorry, it's goodbye
人生は一度きりだ
Life is only once
互いの吐息が手を繋ぐ
Our breaths hold hands
きっかけはいつも花だ
The trigger is always flowers
さよなら さよなら
Goodbye, goodbye
今までの私
The me until now
大好きを言える
I can say 'I love you'
それだけでいいの
That alone is enough
これから何度傷つけあって yeah
From now on, no matter how many times we hurt each other, yeah
間違ってるなら教えてほしい
If I'm wrong, I want you to tell me
この花に誓う
I swear on this flower
大好きよ
I love you
拝啓 未来の私
Dear future me
本当普通の大人になったね
You really became an ordinary adult
本当普通の大人になっちゃったんだね?
You really turned into an ordinary adult, didn't you?
くだらない くだらない
Trivial, trivial
過去の痛みは全部消えない
The pain of the past doesn't all disappear
敵だって消えるわけじゃない
Even enemies don't just vanish
わだかまりを抱えて生きて
Live with your grudges
そして美しく散っていけばいい
And then scatter beautifully
揺れて溢れ落ちた花のように
Like flowers that swayed, overflowed, and fell
しきたりなんかはいらない
I don't need customs or traditions
世間体も忘れ去った
Forgot about social appearances too
花束を持って君の元へ
With a bouquet, to you
それだけでいいんだ
That alone is enough
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