Overview
“なぜ” is a single by カンザキイオリ, released on 2023-03-31.
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なぜ
Lyrics
過ぎ去った日々ばかりが美しいのはなぜ
Why is it that only the days gone by are beautiful
手放した憎しみが名残惜しいのはなぜ
Why do I cling to the hatred I let go
あなたを愛おしいと思えば思うほど
The more I find you dear
自分が醜くなるのはなぜ
The uglier I become—why?
「病んでる君は面倒くさい」
"A sick you is such a hassle"
そんなことを言うモンスターに好かれる必要なんてないのに
I don't need to be liked by a monster who says such things
いつの間にか丸みを帯びた脳味噌の定位置が定まらない
My brain, grown rounded without my notice, can't find its place
逃げ出したいと願って辿り着いた
I arrived here wishing to run away
気づけば頭が空っぽだ
Before I knew it, my head was empty
生きることにしがみついて一体何を忘れたんだろう
Clinging to being alive—what did I forget, I wonder
愛も温もりも苛立つのはなぜ
Why do love and warmth irritate me
報われやしないのに救う側なのはなぜ
Why am I the one saving, when I'll never be rewarded
あなたを愛する勇気がないのに
I have no courage to love you
あなたに触れたいと思うのはなぜ
Yet I want to touch you—why?
悲しいなんて口に出したら甘えだろなんて言われて
"Saying you're sad is just being needy"—that's what they tell me
舐められるのはへっちゃらなのさ
Being looked down on is nothing to me
だから見放すのはやめてくれ
So don't abandon me
散々切り捨てたくせにさ
Though I've cut things away so many times myself
そうやってできたこの場所だ
This is the place built that way
もう弱音は吐けないぜ
I can't voice weakness anymore
雪化粧も紅葉の色も
The snow's make-up, the autumn leaves' colors
夏の匂いも桜の数も
The scent of summer, the count of cherry blossoms
何一つ思い出せないのはなぜ
Why can't I recall a single one
どこにだって行けるのにどこにも行けないのはなぜ
I can go anywhere, yet nowhere—why?
腹の底から込み上げる恐れが抑えられないのはなぜ
Why can't I hold back the fear surging from the depths
そうだ逃げよう 全部捨てよう
That's right—let's run, throw it all away
地位も名誉もただのゴミ屑だ
Status and honor are just trash
回答をどうぞ
The answer, please
何が愛だよ
What the hell is love
思い通りが良いくせに保護者面するんじゃねえよ
You like things your way—quit acting like my guardian
全部敵だ 全部捨てよう
Everyone's an enemy—throw it all away
でもあなたが邪魔をするのはなぜ
But you get in my way—why?
