酷く猥雑なような気がして
It feels so sordid
意味もないのに僕は目を閉じる
Without any reason, I close my eyes
慎重は時に毒となること
Caution sometimes turns to poison
気付いた日から過度に軽率だ
Since the day I noticed, I've been reckless beyond measure
じんと痺れる脳の裏側
The numb-tingling back of my brain
瞳に潤いを感じた時
When I feel my eyes grow wet
紛れもなく君もそうなのだと
You, without a doubt, feel the same
都合良い錯覚に溺れそうになるよ
I'm about to drown in a convenient delusion
驟雨の興 罪さえも思想ごと流してはくれないか
A sudden shower of interest — won't you wash away even sin, thoughts and all?
香る葉色が彩る葡萄色(えびいろ)
The grape hue painted by fragrant leaf-green
今こそ焦がれている
This is what I burn for now
欺瞞で満ちた吐息の虚飾や
The pretenses of sighs filled with deceit
乱雑さが怜悧で心地良い
The disorder is so sharp it feels good
「君がいないと生きていけない」と
“I can't live without you” —
誰も本気でそうは言わないよ
No one really means that
君に触れる度に僕を知る
Each time I touch you, I learn myself
嫌というほど形を織りなす
Weaving shapes until I'm sick of it
浅瀬で賛辞を贈りたいのに
I want to offer praise in the shallows
嗜虐心 当然のように鎮座してる
But sadism sits enthroned, as if it belongs
秘すれば花 明かせば汚泥か?
Hidden, a flower; revealed, is it mire?
高揚は正直だ
The exhilaration is honest
視界から君以外消えてしまう
Everything but you fades from my sight
こんなの革命だろう
Isn't this a revolution?
どう貪ってもどうにも足りない病が
A hunger no amount of devouring can fill
僕をその場にびったりと張り付かせてる
Pins me to the spot, tight
誠実が孤独を生むって教えたのは
Who taught me that sincerity breeds loneliness?
他でもない君だよ うんざりだ!
None other than you — I'm sick of it!
望み望まれているこの条件が
This condition of wanting and being wanted
永久に続いたら苦しいだろうか
If it lasted forever, would it ache?
この気持ちが恋と呼ぶに相応しくて悲しいよ
That this feeling truly deserves the name “love” is so sad
昂然といられないのだから
Since I can't stand proud
すぐさま褪せ、記憶に残らず
It fades at once, leaving no trace in memory
だからこそ繰り返す
And that's exactly why I repeat
何の理想も事情も無意味に零れる
Ideals and circumstances spill out, meaninglessly
葡萄色陶酔
Grape-colored intoxication
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