終点

幸祜
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終点 appears on ARARE LIVE or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.

Lyrics

If it's better to know nothing
You don't have to tell me anything
The truth of lies, sleepwalking
Behind the long sleeves of that innocent child
From the 12th-floor building
Today again, I'm just sticking out one foot
Pale, dejected, after all
Despite not having even the courage to die
Even though I'm in human form, if I'm to be at the mercy of the same humans
Even though I can still dream, if this world won't even let me have such dreams
Until the summer grasses wither, perhaps I'll just crouch and hide
While saying such things and laughing
The next stop is the end
Delusions, thanatophobia, night ringing
The miracle cure is apathy or PTSD
Rather than laughing someday
I was always used to being laughed at
Emotion, love, sorrow
I leave them unpicked; better than gaining and dropping them
Devouring the fear of death
A god who fills its belly
Deceit and the swindler
I've already known for a long time
Rather than layering any kind of paint
An ever-dark, merely nostalgic radiance
And an endless darkness
Was the answer, was the answer
Letting go of everything
Falling deep into the slumber
I'm growing out my bangs
Because I don't want to see anything at all
I'll drain the color until it melts
Because I don't want to be dyed
Hating each other, striking each other
Envying each other, impoverishing each other
Searching for each other, consoling each other
Regretting each other, understanding each other
This poem, these sounds
Affirmation, denial, lingering attachments
The radiance of each season
The darkness that remains nowhere
A darkness that seems to suck everything dry
Was our future
I'm wishing, that enough is enough
I won't be saved