哀しき玩具

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“哀しき玩具” is a single by 裏命, released on 2024-10-29.

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私わたしwatashiはhaどdoうuしshiてte傘かさkasaもmo差さsaさsaずzu歩あるaruいiてteいiるruのnoでdeしshiょyoうu。

Why am I walking without even opening an umbrella?

踏切ふみきりfumikiriのnoそsoのno先さきsakiにni光ひかりhikariがga過よぎyogiったta

A light flashed past beyond the railroad crossing

報むくmukuわwaれreたtaいiとto願ねがnegaってteしshiまmaうu私わたしwatashiのno愚おろoroかkaさsaをwo

My foolishness in wishing to be rewarded

自問自答じもんじとうjimonjitouしshiたta挙句あげくageku　傷きずkizuつtsuくku無限むげんmugenルruー-プpuのno果はhaてteにni

after self-questioning, at the end of an infinite loop of hurt

行いiきkiつtsuくku先さきsakiはha軽薄けいはくkeihakuなna自己じこjiko弁護べんごbengoがga一ひとhitoつtsu

what awaits is a single flimsy self-justification

チchiャyaイiムmuがga鳴なnaりri響ひびhibiいiたta

The chime rang out

鮮あざazaやyaかkaなnaこkoのno感傷かんしょうkanshouでde壊こわkowaれreてteしshiまmaえeばbaいiいi

I wish I could break apart with this vivid sorrow

出口でぐちdeguchiのnoなnaいiこkoのno夢ゆめyumeをwo　絶たtaちchi切きkiるruよyoうuにniそsoっとto目めmeをwo開ひらhiraいiてte

as if to sever this dream with no exit, I gently open my eyes

あaっとtoいiうu間まmaにni腐くさkusaりriきkiったta静謐せいひつseihitsuのno中なかnaka

in the stillness that rotted away in an instant

濡ぬnuれreたta髪かみkami　端金はしたがねhashitagane　がgaらraんnどdoうuのno部屋へやheyaにniたtaだda降ふfuりri積つtsuもmoるru

wet hair, coins—just piling up in the hollow room

私わたしwatashiはhaどdoうuしshiてte貴方あなたanataのno前まえmae立たtaちchi尽つtsuくkuしshiてteいiたtaのnoでdeしshiょyoうu

Why was I standing frozen before you?

左手ひだりてhidariteのno青あおao痣あざazaがgaまmaたta疼うずuzuきki出だdaしshiたta

The bruise on my left hand began to ache again

ふfuざzaけkeたta日々ひびhibiもmo失うしなushinaうuこkoとtoすsuらra怖こわkowaくkuてte言いiいi出だdaせseずzu笑わらwaraったta

I laughed, unable to speak—afraid of losing even these foolish days

傍かたわkatawaらraのno古ふるfuruいiテteデdeィiベbeアaにni諭さとsatoさsaれreたtaよyoうuだda

as if admonished by the old teddy bear at my side

「おo前まえmaeはha終おoわwaりriだda。」

"It's over for you."

何処どこdokoとtoなnaくku腑ふfuにni落おoちchiてteしshiまmaったta

Somehow, it rang all too true

私わたしwatashiはhaまmaるruでdeずzuっとto貴方あなたanataのnoマmaリriオoネneットto　哀かなkanaしshiきki玩具おもちゃomochaだda

I've been your marionette all along—a sorrowful toy

こkoのno手てteにni握にぎnigiらraれreたta小瓶こびんkobinのno中なかnakaのno快こころよkokoroyoにniたtaだda縋すがsugaってte

clinging only to the pleasure in the little bottle clutched in this hand

あaっとto言いiうu間まmaにni崩くずkuzuれre去さsaったta理想りそうrisouのno人生じんせいjinseiをwo

the ideal life that crumbled in the blink of an eye—

もmoうu一度いちどichido歩あゆayuみmi出でdeそsoうu　でdeもmo歩あるaruきki方かたkataがgaわwaかkaらraなnaいi

I want to walk again—but I've forgotten how

悲かなkanaしshiみmiにniはha切きkiりriがgaなnaいiかkaらra

because sorrow has no end

でdeきkiるruなnaらra　こkoのnoまmaまma鈍どんdon感かんkanでde居いi続つづtsuzuけkeらraれreたtaなnaらra

if only I could stay numb like this

刃渡はわたhawataりri数すうsuu糎せんちめーとるsenchime-toruのno天使てんしtenshiよyo

O angel with a blade mere centimeters long

操あやつayatsuりri人形にんぎょうningyouのnoロroー-プpuをwo今いまimaすsuぐgu切きkiりri離はなhanaしshiてteくkuれre

cut the puppet's strings right now

鮮あざazaやyaかkaなnaこkoのno感傷かんしょうkanshouでde壊こわkowaれreてteしshiまmaえeばbaいiいi

I wish I could break apart with this vivid sorrow

出口でぐちdeguchiのnoなnaいiこkoのno夢ゆめyumeをwo　絶たtaちchi切きkiるruたtaめmeにniずzuっとto生いiきkiてteいiたtaんnだda

I've lived all this time to sever this dream with no exit

そsoっとto肩かたkataをwo抱いだidaきki寄よyoせseてte愛あいaiをwo語かたkataってteよyo

hold my shoulders gently and tell me of love

そsoれre以外いがいigai私わたしwatashiにniはha何なにnaniもmo感かんkanじjiなnaいiのnoにni　ねneぇeどdoうuしshiてte

I can feel nothing else—hey, why?

傷きずkizuつtsuかkaずzu生いiきkiてteいiらraれreたtaなnaらraそsoれreでdeいiいiのnoにni

If only I could live without being hurt, that would be enough

そsoれreなnaのnoにniどdoうuしshiてte私わたしwatashiはha傘かさkasaもmo差さsaさsaずzu歩あるaruいiてteいiるruのnoでdeしshiょyoうu

yet why am I still walking without an umbrella?

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