“スカーティシュー” is a single by とあ, released on 2024-03-12.
不意にキュッと締めつけるような
Like something suddenly tightening around me
風の匂いと ネガティブなイフは
The scent of wind and negative "what-ifs"
きっと 昔々覚えた痛みが
Surely, a pain learned long, long ago
古傷の奥で震えてるから
Is trembling in the depths of an old wound
消えないものは消えないし
What won't fade won't fade
辛いものは辛いさ
And what hurts just hurts
癒えないまま無理に塞いで
Forcing it shut while it's still unhealed
固めたスカーティシュー
Hardened scar tissue
閉じ込めた痛みにそっと
Gently, to the pain I've locked away
寄り添ってなぞって笑って
I draw close, trace it, and smile
途切れないこのリズムと
With this unbroken rhythm
思い出すメロディ
And the melody I recall
愛したいを歌う そう明日へと歌う
I sing of wanting to love—yes, singing toward tomorrow
前は向けないけど 手を振れるように
I can't face forward, but I want to be able to wave
今でも纏まらない片付かない
Still unresolved, still unsettled
答えの無いサヨナラ
A farewell with no answer
笑顔で振り返って言えるさ
Someday I'll look back with a smile and say it
きっときっと大丈夫
Surely, surely, it'll be all right
急にフッと消えてしまいそうな
Like something that might suddenly vanish
儚い期待と 解けない不安は
Faint hopes and unshakeable unease
きっと ひとつひとつ重ねた想いが
Surely, feelings piled one upon another
古傷を包んで怯えてるから
Are wrapping the old wound and trembling in fear
消せないものは消せないし
What can't be erased can't be erased
痛いものは痛いさ
And what hurts just hurts
泣けないまま無理に塞いで
Forcing it shut while I can't even cry
隠したスカーティシュー
Hidden scar tissue
繰り返す痛みをそっと
Gently, to the recurring pain
鏤めて飾って笑って
I inlay it, adorn it, and smile
繋ぐの このリズムと
I'll link it with this rhythm
鳴り止まないメロディ
And the melody that never stops ringing
愛したいって歌う また愛したいって歌う
I sing "I want to love," again I sing "I want to love"
前は向けなくても 戻らないように
Even if I can't face forward, so I won't go back
今は消えない 不安もイフも
For now, the unease and the what-ifs won't fade
笑顔で振り返って きっと
I'll look back with a smile, surely
寄り添えるさ もっと
I can draw closer, even more
歌えるさ ずっと
I can keep singing, forever
愛したいって歌う
I sing "I want to love"
愛したいを歌う そう明日へと歌う
I sing of wanting to love—yes, singing toward tomorrow
先は見えないけど 踏み出せるように
I can't see ahead, but I want to be able to step forward
今では行き場のない遣り場のない
Now with nowhere to go, nowhere to put it
応えの無いサヨナラ
A farewell with no reply
笑顔で振り返って言えるさ
Someday I'll look back with a smile and say it
きっときっと 大丈夫
Surely, surely, it'll be all right
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