化け物でいさせて (feat. LELLE)

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“化け物でいさせて (feat. LELLE)” is a 夕凪機 release dated 2025-12-17.

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笑わらwaraったtaフfuリriをwoしshiたta僕ぼくbokuだda

I'm the one who pretended to smile

案外あんがいangai考かんがkangaえe過すsuぎgiかkaもmoねne

Maybe I'm overthinking it after all

無意識むいしきmuishikiのno嘘うそusoがgaSOS

An unconscious lie is my SOS

駆かkaけke巡めぐmeguるru鼓動こどうkodouBGM

My racing heartbeat is the BGM

1・/2・/3 味あじajiのnoしshiなnaいi戯曲ぎきょくgikyokuでde

One, two, three—in this tasteless play

散々さんざんsanzanなna間違まちがmachigaいiばbaかkaりriだda STAY中なかnaka

Nothing but a string of blunders, stuck on STAY

食たtaべbeたtaくkuってte未知みちmichiとtoのno遭遇そうぐうsouguuにni

I want to taste it—an encounter with the unknown

期待きたいkitai値ちchi高たかtakaめmeてteいiこkoうuぜze

Let's push our expectations higher

ByeBye遠とおtooくkuなnaってte

ByeBye, growing more distant

溶とtoけkeてteいiったta

Melting away

景色けしきkeshiki全部ぜんぶzenbu 君きみkimiでde

Every scene—because of you

全然ぜんぜんzenzen ×（ダdaメme）にniなnaってte

Falling completely to pieces

時ときtokiがga経たtaってte切せつsetsuなnaいiなna

Time passes, and it aches

淡々たんたんtantanとto強つよtsuyoがgaってte

I can't keep putting on

いiらraれreなnaくkuてte

A calm, blasé front

記憶きおくkioku全部ぜんぶzenbu 君きみkimiでde

Every memory—because of you

偽いつわitsuwaりriとto言いiわwaなnaいiでde

Don't call it a lie

僕ぼくbokuじjiゃyaなnaくkuてte

Not as myself

「化ばbaけke物ものmonoでdeいiさsaせseてte」

"Let me be a monster"

わwaかkaったtaフfuリriをwoしshiたta君きみkimiだda

You're the one who pretended to understand

あaんnまmaりri考かんがkangaえeはha無なnaいiかkaもmoねne

Maybe you never thought much at all

無意識むいしきmuishikiのno本音ほんねhonne誤魔化ごまかgomakaしshiてte

Masking your unconscious truths

掻かkaきki鳴なnaらraせse鼓動こどうkodouBPM

Strike the strings—heartbeat at full BPM

1・/2・/3 味あじajiのnoしshiなnaいi戯曲ぎきょくgikyokuでde

One, two, three—in this tasteless play

散々さんざんsanzanなna間違まちがmachigaいiさsaがgaしshiのno聴衆ちょうしゅうchoushuu

An audience of fault-finders, a total mess

ねneぇe未来みらいmiraiでde笑わらwaraえeたtaのno？

Hey, in the future, could you laugh?

僕ぼくbokuがga本当ほんとうhontouのno自分じぶんjibunでdeいiれreたtaらra

If I could just be my true self

バbaリriバbaリri噛かkaみmi砕くだkudaいiてte

Crunching it all up

飲のnoみmi込こkoむmuんnだda

Swallowing it down

過去かこkakoもmo全部ぜんぶzenbu 君きみkimiでde

Even the past—all of it, because of you

ザzaンnザzaンn雨うuがga降ふfuってte

The rain comes pouring down

止やyaまmaなnaくkuってte悲かなkanaしshiいiなna

It won't stop, and it makes me sad

だdaんnだdaんnとto膨ふくfukuらraんnでde

Swell, bit by bit

飛とtoんnでde行いiったta想おもomoいi全部ぜんぶzenbu弾ひhiけkeてte

Every feeling that flew away bursts apart

ずzuっとto願ねがnegaったtaってte

No matter how long I keep wishing

叶かなkanaわwaなnaくkuてte

It never comes true

僕ぼくbokuはha誰だれdareにniなnaれreるruのno？

Who can I ever become?

間違まちがmachigaいiじjiゃyaなnaいi

It's not a mistake

間違まちがmachigaいiじjiゃyaなnaいi

It's not a mistake

だdaけkeどdo触ふfuれreるru気きkiがgaしshiたtaんnだda

But I felt like I touched something

わwaかkaんnなnaいiかkaらra

Because I don't understand

わwaかkaんnなnaいiかkaらra

Because I don't understand

だdaかkaらra僕ぼくbokuをwo作つくtsukuったta

That's why I built this self of mine

いiつtsuかkaはha あaぁa 僕ぼくbokuはha君きみkimiにniなnaれreるruのno？

Someday—ah—will I ever become you?

ByeBye遠とおtooくkuなnaってte

ByeBye, growing more distant

溶とtoけkeてteいiったta

Melting away

景色けしきkeshiki全部ぜんぶzenbu 君きみkimiでde

Every scene—because of you

全然ぜんぜんzenzen ×（ダdaメme）にniなnaってte

Falling completely to pieces

時ときtokiがga経たtaってte切せつsetsuなnaいiなna

Time passes, and it aches

淡々たんたんtantanとto強つよtsuyoがgaってte

I can't keep putting on

いiらraれreなnaくkuてte

A calm, blasé front

記憶きおくkioku全部ぜんぶzenbu 君きみkimiでde

Every memory—because of you

いiつtsuかkaのno君きみkimiをwo喰くkuったta

I devoured the you of back then

僕ぼくbokuじjiゃyaなnaくkuてte

Not as myself

「化ばbaけke物ものmonoでdeいiさsaせseてte」

"Let me be a monster"

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