あたしなんて無視して
Ignore someone like me
好きに泳いだ君を
You, swimming as you pleased
見ていたかったな
I just wanted to watch you
叶わない夢を見る
Dreaming a dream that won't come true
馬鹿みたいよね 化かされたい
It's ridiculous, isn't it—wanting to be fooled
古ぼけたテーブル 錆びた十円
A worn-out table, a rusty ten-yen coin
通知なんて来ないし
No notifications will come
もう気にしないよ充電
I don't even care about the battery anymore
くだらないまじない 夢中で
A silly little charm, lost in it
重ねた指 あたしを導いて
Our overlapping fingers, guiding me
目指すのは二人だけの楽園…
The goal was a paradise for two alone…
って思ってたのはあたしだけ?
Was I the only one thinking that?
呆気なく消えた君にただ会いたくて
I just want to see you, who vanished so abruptly
君の声が欲しくて
I want your voice
愚かでかまわないから
It's fine if it's foolish
涙で滲んだ 文字をなぞってよ
Trace the letters blurred by tears
あたし大馬鹿なんだ
I'm such a big fool
君の選んだ幸せ 祝えなくて
I couldn't celebrate the happiness you chose
ごめん ごめんね
Sorry, I'm sorry
寂れた鳥居 抜けてった風
The wind that slipped through a desolate torii
馬鹿にすんなって 吐き捨てて返した踵
"Don't mock me"—spat out, heels turned away
思い出は翳った秘密 ふたりの
Memories are a dim secret, the two of us
想像より簡単にめぐる季節
Seasons turn more easily than I imagined
あなたはずっとそこで踊るんだね
You'll keep dancing there forever, won't you
あたしの時計は止まりそうになくて
And my clock shows no sign of stopping
もう行くね
I'm going now
大袈裟に照らす西日が
The sunset blazing too dramatically
出来の悪い映画みたい
Like a badly made movie
だから、さよなら
So, goodbye
放課後 取りそびれたノート
The notebook I failed to grab after school
まっさらな黒板睨んでも
Even if I stare at the blank chalkboard
何もわからない 何もかわらない
I understand nothing, nothing changes
幼さだけ置いて羽ばたいた天使
An angel who left only her youth behind and took flight
その抜け殻抱いて生きるあたしは
Me, living while holding that empty shell
君の目にどう映るのかな?
How do I look in your eyes, I wonder?
描けなかったハーモニー
The harmony I could never draw
最後に手向けた花は真っ青
The flowers I offered at the end were deep blue
どうしても、ありがとうじゃなくて
No matter what, it's not "thank you"
ごめんが口を衝いて出るのは
That "sorry" bursting from my lips
あたしたちが間違ってた証だね
Is proof that we were wrong, isn't it
致し方ないで蓋したくない
I don't want to seal it shut with "it can't be helped"
傷口晒して生きていくよ
I'll live on with my wounds exposed
あたし意地悪だねちょっと
I'm a little mean, aren't I
君と居たからこうなったんだよ、
It's because I was with you that I turned out this way
蝉の声焼き付いてる脳裏
The cicadas' cries seared into my mind
君の声が欲しくて
I want your voice
愚かでかまわないから
It's fine if it's foolish
涙で滲んだ 文字をなぞってよ
Trace the letters blurred by tears
あたし大馬鹿なんだ
I'm such a big fool
君の選んだ幸せ 祝えなくて
I couldn't celebrate the happiness you chose
ごめん ごめんね
Sorry, I'm sorry
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