「手放せなくなること」が
The thought of “never being able to let go”
震えるほど怖く思えて
Terrifies me to the point of trembling
それでも縋り付いた背の温もりに
Still, in the warmth of the back I clung to
不確かな正義を見ていた
I saw an uncertain justice
疑い 堕落と成れの果て
Doubt — the end result of falling
寂寞 ざらついて掻き毟る
Loneliness, rough and clawing
一昨日のことすら忘れてしまうほどの
Passion hot enough
情念 ヒーティング
To forget even the day before yesterday — heating
乱す 事柄の隙間まで
Disturbing, even into the gaps between things
痛がる ロールを見せつける
Aching — showing off the role
目に映ったものだけが全てじゃないと
That what meets the eye isn't everything
甘えて、勝手。
Indulging, selfishly.
貴方の額の熱が私の額へ
The heat of your forehead, passing to mine
移る行為に溺れてる
I drown in that act of transfer
永遠に焦がれる罪過
A sin of longing for eternity
狂いそうな秒針 惨憺に
The seconds hand gone mad — in desolation
激情の浪費
The squandering of passion
安寧は柔く心を縛ってく
Peace softly binds the heart
痛みが硬化する
The pain hardens
痛ましい哀切の記憶も
Even the grievous, mournful memories
狂おしいほどの憧憬が裂いてゆく
Are torn apart by a frenzied longing
きっと貴方の瞳に映るために
Surely, to be reflected in your eyes
生まれてきた
I was born
全てを捨てたとて
Even if I threw everything away
貴方さえいれば構わない、と
“As long as you're here, nothing else matters”
混じり気なく思えた日の青空は
The blue sky of the day I thought that, without a trace of doubt
泣きたくなるほど綺麗だった
Was so beautiful it made me want to cry
静かに迸る愛が
The love that quietly surges
躊躇いながらの解放が
The release, hesitating
「苦しい」と言い合えるこの関係が
This relationship where we can tell each other “it hurts”
何にも代え難い光だ
Is a light nothing can replace
永遠に焦がれる罪過
A sin of longing for eternity
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