セルフィッシュ

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“セルフィッシュ” is a 美古途 release dated 2024-11-13.

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見みmiたtaくkuもmoなnaいi わwaたtaしshiでde満みmiたtaしshiたta

Filled with the me I don't even want to see

古ふるfuruびbiたta記憶きおくkiokuのno水槽すいそうsuisou

An old aquarium of memories

出口でぐちdeguchiもmo無なnaいiまmaまma 回まわmawaりri回まわmawaってte

No way out, round and round

いiつtsuまmaでdeもmo淀よどyodoみmi続つづtsuzuけkeてteいiるru

Stagnating forever and ever

悲かなkanaしshiさsaをwo見落みおmioとtoしshiてteしshiまmaうuのnoはha

The reason I overlook sadness

そsoれreだdaけke暗くらkuraさsaにni目めmeがga慣なnaれreたtaだdaけke

is simply that my eyes have grown used to the dark

世界せかいsekaiもmo、人間にんげんningenもmoきkiっとtoそsoうuいiうuもmoんnだdaってte

The world, and people—surely that's just how it is

影かげkageだdaけkeをwo切きkiりri離はなhanaせseなnaいiみmiたtaいiにni

Like a shadow that can't be cut away alone

逃にniげgeたtaくkuてteもmo逃にniげgeらraれreなnaいi

I want to run, but I can't

自分じぶんjibunをwo抱かかkakaえeてte走はしhashiってteいiるru

Running while clutching myself

何なにnaniもmoわwaかkaらraなnaいiのno

I understand nothing

降ふfuりri注そそsosoぐgu夢ゆめyumeにni

In the dreams pouring down

笑わらwaraいi、歌うたutaってteいiたta過去かこkakoはha濡ぬnuれreるru羽はねhaneのnoよyoうuにni

The past where I laughed and sang, like wet feathers,

わwaたtaしshiをwo引ひhiきki留とtoめmeるruんnだda

holds me back

遠とおtooくkuなnaってte、見失みうしなmiushinaったta小ちいchiiさsaなna愛あいaiをwo

The small love that drifted far away, that I lost sight of—

もmoうu一度いちどichido願ねがnegaってteみmiてteもmoいiいiかkaなna

may I wish for it once more?

昔むかしmukashiみmiたtaいiにni笑わらwaraってteみmiてteもmoいiいiかkaなna

May I smile the way I used to?

向むmuきki合あaえeばba嫌いやiyaなna所ところtokoroばbaかkaりriがga目めmeにniつtsuいiてte

Face myself and all I see are the parts I hate

ふfuとto目めmeをwo閉とtoじjiてteしshiまmaうu

So I shut my eyes without meaning to

そsoうuやyaってte、そsoのno周まわmawaりriにniあaるru思おもomoいi出でdeまmaでde

That way, even the memories around them

無なnaかkaったtaこkoとtoにniしshiたtaんnだda

I made them into nothing

そsoしshiてte過去かこkakoはha鱗うろこurokoのnoよyoうuにniいiくkuつtsuもmo重かさkasaなnaりri合あaいi

And the past piles up like scales, layer upon layer

臆病おくびょうokubyouなnaサsaカkaナnaにniなnaってte暗くらkuraくku、深ふかfukaいi夜よるyoruのno底そこsokoをwo泳およoyoぐguんnだda

becoming a timid fish, swimming the dark, deep bottom of the night

バbaツtsuをwoつtsuけkeたta過あやまayamaちchiもmo

The mistakes I crossed out,

独ひとhitoりriよyoがgaりriなna想おもomoいiもmo全部ぜんぶzenbu飲のnoみmi込こkoんnでde

my self-righteous feelings—swallow them all,

持もmoちchi主ぬしnushiのno帰かえkaeりriをwo待まmaってteるru

waiting for their owner to return

大切たいせつtaisetsuなna忘わすwasuれre物ものmonoをwo抱かかkakaえeてte

Clutching a precious thing left behind

わwaたtaしshiはhaわwaたtaしshiでde精一杯せいいっぱいseiippaiでde

Being me takes everything I have

誰だれdareかkaのnoたtaめmeなnaんnてte柄えeじjiゃyaなnaくkuてte

Doing it for someone else just isn't my style

大人おとなotonaにniなnaりriきkiれreなnaいi 記憶きおくkiokuのnoサsaカkaナnaばbaかkaりriがga育そだsodaってteいiくku

Never quite grown-up, only the fish of memory keep growing

追おoいiかkaけke回まわmawaしshiたtaはhaずzuのno時間じかんjikanにniいiつtsuしshiかka追おoいiかkaけke回まわmawaさsaれreたta

The time I thought I was chasing—before I knew it, it was chasing me

たtaだda立たtaちchi止どdoまmaってte振ふfuりri向むmuくkuだdaけkeでdeよyoかkaったtaのnoにni

All I had to do was stop and look back

もmoうu誤魔化ごまかgomakaさsaなnaいiでde取とtoりri繕つくろtsukuroってteもmo

No more pretending—even if I paper it over,

過去かこkakoがga消きkiえeるruこkoとtoはhaなnaいiかkaらra

the past will never vanish

辛つらtsuraくkuてteもmo、連つtsuれreてte行いiくkuんnだda

Painful as it is, I'll carry it with me

情なさnasaけkeなnaくkuてte、目めmeをwo逸そsoらraしshiたta本当ほんとうhontouのnoわwaたtaしshiをwo

The real me, so pathetic I looked away from her—

もmoうu一度いちどichido もmoうu二度にどnidoとto、逃にniげgeたtaくkuなnaいi

once more—never again do I want to run

光ひかりhikariにniなnaってte 笑わらwaraいi、歌うたutaってteいiたta過去かこkakoはha

The past where I laughed and sang, now turned to light,

揺ゆyuれreるru花はなhanaのnoよyoうuにni わwaたtaしshiをwo色いろiro付つtsuけkeるruんnだda

like swaying flowers, colors me

遠とおtooくkuなnaってte見失みうしなmiushinaったta 小ちいchiiさsaなna愛あいaiをwo

The small love that drifted far away, that I lost sight of—

もmoうu一度いちどichido、願ねがnegaってteみmiてteもmoいiいiかkaなna

may I wish for it once more?

昔むかしmukashiみmiたtaいiにni、歌うたutaってteみmiてteもmoいiいiかkaなna

May I try singing like I used to?

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