腐った人生のあとがきに
In the afterword of a rotten life
何を書いて残すだろう
what will I write and leave behind
二百年かけて僕は、ただ
For two hundred years, I've simply
神様の下請けをしてるんだ
been a subcontractor of God
春が囁く抵抗を
The resistance whispered by spring
かき消す脳に流れる「天気広報」
the "weather bulletin" flowing in my brain drowns it out
無機質で幾何学な木漏れ日が
The inorganic, geometric sunlight through the leaves
磨かれた視界を塗り潰してく
paints over my polished field of view
行き交う機体の静けさに
In the stillness of passing aircraft
響く足音、繰り返す感情
echoing footsteps, repeating emotions
僕はまた夢の中
I'm in a dream once more
馬鹿みたいだ
How foolish
知らぬ知に支配されて生きる僕は
Living ruled by knowledge I don't know,
何にも無くなった
I've become nothing at all
この真っ白な理想郷が
If this pure-white utopia
このままずっと続くなら
goes on like this forever
世界ごと壊れてしまえ、なんて
then let the whole world shatter—I think
沈む陽を眺めて
Gazing at the sinking sun
滲む空の質量に
by the mass of the bleeding sky
触れて染まっていっそ
I want to touch it, be dyed by it—
潰されてみたいや
maybe even be crushed
臥さる地面の手触りも
The feel of the ground lying prostrate
夜を待ってる風の温度も
the temperature of the wind waiting for night
太陽の残した薄明かりも
the faint light left by the sun
今は無い鳥の声も
the birdsong that no longer exists
分かってる
I understand
分かってたって
Even understanding
意味のあるこの今を、ああ
this meaningful now—ah
雨粒を飾った一筋の
A single line adorned with raindrops
透明な線が眩しくて
the transparent thread so dazzling
僕と世界と境界を
the air that strokes the boundary between me and the world
撫でる空気は柔らかい
is so soft
置いてけぼりになっても
Even if I'm left behind
老いて煙になっても
even if I age and become smoke
忘れないように
So I won't forget
この二重螺旋にメモをして
I'll jot a note on this double helix
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