ご都合よろしいですか
Is this a convenient time for you
ビジネス以上にライクな関係
A relationship more like than business
いい加減愛想尽かした?
Had enough of me already?
もう見限られたいのに 何で?
I want to be cast aside, so why?
溺れてしまう ベクトルの渦
Drowning in a vortex of vectors
漂うだけのアストロノーツ
An astronaut just drifting along
放り出されたい だけど呼吸は
I want to be thrown out, but breathing
…うん、まぁしてたい
...Yeah, well, I'd like to keep doing it
ごっこ遊びで
With make-believe games
誰も彼もを騙すような罪が
A sin that deceives everyone
人の象をしただけ
Was merely wearing the shape of a person
他人にしたい
I want to treat it as someone else's
惨憺たる感情を際限なく乗り捨てて
Endlessly abandoning my wretched emotions
持続可能性?
Sustainability?
空洞だけを残して
Leaving only a hollow
輪郭は一葉
The outline, a single leaf
うっすらとすべてが嫌いです
Vaguely, I hate everything
救われるため
To be saved
信じてみたい
I want to try believing
繊細な攻撃は本当に双方向に同じなの?
Is delicate attack really two-way the same?
それでも残しといた
Even so, what I kept
寂しさは回って
The loneliness circles round
誰のだめ?
For whose sake?
直せない癖、続かない会話
Habits I can't fix, conversations that never last
100万の理由と
With a million reasons
最後は何?
What comes last?
覚えていたい
I want to remember
思い出せない
I can't recall
朧げ過ぎた、具体例達よ
Too hazy, those concrete examples
整理して、理解しないで
Sort it out, but don't understand it
処世術はエゴイスティックな偽悪
The way of the world is selfish feigned vice
なけなしの善意で傷ついて
Hurt by the meager goodwill I have
言葉を覚え
Learning words
痛みでハイになったら
If pain gets you high
ようこそ でも 然様なら
Welcome, but farewell
それはイマジナリーな呪い?
Is that an imaginary curse?
共鳴できない生き甲斐?
A reason to live that can't resonate?
ガチガチの不文律から
Sticking out of the rigid unwritten rules
はみ出して苦しい
It hurts to be out of line
確かに 間違いなのは多数派の埒外(僕)
Indeed, what's wrong is me, outside the majority's bounds
吐き出したい
I want to spit it out
飽き飽きして擦り減らした最小公倍数
The least common multiple worn thin by sheer boredom
感情なんて 無名で未開です
Emotions are nameless and uncharted
赦されるとか
Being forgiven or anything
傲慢な無意識は
Arrogant unconsciousness
不等号の位置だってねぇ
Even the position of the inequality sign, hey
どうかしてるよ
It's crazy
粗雑に淀ませた他人仕草は
Stale gestures muddied in a sloppy way
崇って 薄れるまで
Worship them until they fade
隠せない
Can't hide it
気にしても意味ないな
No point in caring anyway
祭壇の符号は後回しにして
Putting the altar's symbols on hold
それでも残ってしまう詫しさを
Still, the loneliness that lingers on
歌って果てるone day
Singing until the end, one day
悲劇的偶然?
A tragic coincidence?
未知との会話
Conversation with the unknown
爆弾の位相と裏腹な味
A taste at odds with the bomb's phase
かすりもしないイライラで対応が機械化
Irritation that doesn't even graze, responses turning mechanical
ご都合な解釈と不能なスナイパー
Convenient interpretations and a sniper who can't shoot
綺麗なものを綺麗と言いたいんだ
I want to call beautiful things beautiful
嫌いなものは嫌いでいいじゃないか
Isn't it fine to hate what you hate?
耳を塞いだ
I covered my ears
隠した涙
Tears I hid
何かが腕の間をすり抜けても
Even if something slips through my arms
それは証だ
That's proof
感覚は確か
The feeling is certain
どうせダブルバインダー
It's a double bind anyway
ありがちな嗜み
A common affectation
アリバイだけ絡まり
Only alibis tangling up
抜け出せない過ち
A mistake I can't escape
僕達は鏡
We are mirrors
もう一人じゃいられない気がして
I feel like I can't be alone anymore
感じただけ
I just felt it
諦観じゃない運命
A fate that isn't resignation
それは僕が今
It's what I, right now
選び取った
Chose for myself
理由と同じ
The same as my reasons
それでも残しといた寂しさは
Even so, the loneliness I kept
回って 誰のため?
Circles round, for whose sake?
直せない癖、続かない会話
Habits I can't fix, conversations that never last
100万の理由と 最後は愛?
With a million reasons, is it love at the end?
覚えていたい 思い出せない
Wanting to remember, unable to recall
朧げ過ぎた、具体例達よ
Too hazy, those concrete examples
臆病過ぎた関係値
A relation value too timid
侵襲されっぱなしの可謬主義
A fallibilism forever invaded
決定されたエキセントリック
An eccentricity that was decided for me
幻影に乗っ取られる感覚
The feeling of being taken over by phantoms
線引く理由も 引かれる理由も
The reasons to draw the line, the reasons to be drawn
お互い様らない
Neither side holds true
投げ捨てられない意義だけ抱えて
Holding only the meaning I can't throw away
ミリオン・コンプレクシティ
Million Complexity
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