鳴り響くあの鏡、
That mirror rings out,
迫い立てられ、
driven onward,
数ミリずっずれるわたしの影、
my shadow slipping away millimeter by millimeter,
形を带びていくのは言い訳、
what takes shape is nothing but excuses,
空っぽを埋めていく機械仕掛げ、
a mechanical contraption filling the emptiness,
引いたって、どうやっても、
no matter how far I pull back, no matter what I do,
見えそうにない生活の果て、
at the end of a life I can't seem to see,
両手では受け留めきれなかった、
the memories and the rain of words
いつかの記憶と言葉の雨、
I could never catch with both hands,
あ一、形勢崩れた衛星、
ah, a satellite whose orbit has collapsed,
空転する三角形、負う百計
a spinning triangle, bearing a hundred schemes,
最初の一歩は曖味、
the first step is vague,
どうにも地に足つかない狭い世界、
a narrow world where I can never get my footing,
焼き回しの平常、祈りの形象、
reheated routine, the form of a prayer,
傷だらけの堅い施錠、
a hard lock covered in scars,
生の反訳を重ね、
layering reverse-translations of life,
なお未だはまらない感覚を、
this feeling that still won't click,
余しているから、
because I keep it in reserve,
溶かして、正して。
melt it, set it right.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
あ一、微かに揺らいだ関係、
ah, a relationship that trembled faintly,
反転していく光景、起死回生、
a scene flipping over, revival from the brink,
的な何かと焦慮を合わせ、
mixing something like that with anxiety,
できた歪な形の現実感、
the warped sense of reality that was born,
最後の一歩は遼遠、
the last step lies far away,
鲜紅の上に立つ嫌な原状、
the loathsome status quo standing atop vivid crimson,
焼き回しの成功、祈りは警鐘。
reheated success, prayer is a warning bell.
おまじないの言葉はもう散々、
the charm-like words are already a wreck,
淡々と聞き飽きた結果が惨儋と、
the results I've grown sick of hearing loom bleakly,
迫りくるからどうしようもなく、
closing in until I'm left helpless,
また蹲るだけのその算段を、
that scheme of only crouching down again,
繰り返してはただ燦々と、
repeating over and over, merely glittering,
形容できない閑散を、
an indescribable emptiness,
心の情にある散乱を、
the turmoil lying within my heart,
ハレションしていくこの感覚を、
this feeling blooming outward like a glare,
余しているから、
because I keep it in reserve,
溶かして、正して。
melt it, set it right.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
find me, take me out. find me, take me out.
言葉を追って、追って、また追って、吐いて、
chasing words, chasing, chasing again, then spitting them out,
どこかに留めて、余して、また吐いて、壊して、
holding them somewhere, leaving them, spitting them out again, breaking them,
それでも追って、追って、また追って、吐いて、
and still chasing, chasing, chasing again, spitting them out,
そうやって、探して、溶かして、正している。
that's how I search, melt, and set things right.
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